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so alot has happened this weekend, hopefully i can fit it all in.
Friday: i dropped shannon's money off at her house and her grandfather made me say the hail mary. very weird
Saturday: worked acouple hours at thunder ridge. later in the night i had to work there also for a holiday party. i was so hilarious i saw everyone i work with totally drunk. Tad ofcourse drunk dragged me out to the dance floor and had me dance to some country music with him. later some guy from the band was hitting on me. grouse.... This guy Brian who is the maintenance guy asked me out when i turn 18 which is in 39 days. he was also drunk. than when me, rob, deb, tad, and brian walked out Tad and brian were discussing who gets me when i turn 18. thinking in my mind i would want Tad... ha ha ha. When i got home at 1am there was a note for me from my dad saying that Danny ( my brother) has a hole in this lung and may need a operation. i was completely upset with this my attitude totally changed from very happy to very sad. i cryed myself to sleep because i just felt so bad that Danny has to go through this and just thinking that it doesn't get anyworse.
Sunday: Got to work at like 9 because no one was home and i hate being home alone so i had breakfast at thunder ridge and watched some tv. When Tad came in i just fell apart and he was hugging me and made it as close to better as it could get. That really made me decide that Tad isn't as bad as some people make him out to be. i don't think they know him enough to judge. he really does care about me and him just giving me a hug and saying that everything will be ok proved that. So the rest of the day was shitting because i was still upset. later i went to the izzos for alittle bit and they as always were very welcoming even giving me a chance to stay over. i called my sister when i got home and found out that Danny is doing fine and that it is common that Tall and skinny men get this condition. It still sucks i must say. He will have to have surgery adventually. i feel soo bad he has always been there for me, he is a great brother. So yea i ordered pizza and my sister said my dad should be coming home which is good.
Tomorrow i don't think i am going to go to school because i am very tired and have alot to get done at home. i just need a day to get back emotionally on track. it will be called a personal day. hopefully my mom won't mind. i don't think she will.
Friday: i dropped shannon's money off at her house and her grandfather made me say the hail mary. very weird
Saturday: worked acouple hours at thunder ridge. later in the night i had to work there also for a holiday party. i was so hilarious i saw everyone i work with totally drunk. Tad ofcourse drunk dragged me out to the dance floor and had me dance to some country music with him. later some guy from the band was hitting on me. grouse.... This guy Brian who is the maintenance guy asked me out when i turn 18 which is in 39 days. he was also drunk. than when me, rob, deb, tad, and brian walked out Tad and brian were discussing who gets me when i turn 18. thinking in my mind i would want Tad... ha ha ha. When i got home at 1am there was a note for me from my dad saying that Danny ( my brother) has a hole in this lung and may need a operation. i was completely upset with this my attitude totally changed from very happy to very sad. i cryed myself to sleep because i just felt so bad that Danny has to go through this and just thinking that it doesn't get anyworse.
Sunday: Got to work at like 9 because no one was home and i hate being home alone so i had breakfast at thunder ridge and watched some tv. When Tad came in i just fell apart and he was hugging me and made it as close to better as it could get. That really made me decide that Tad isn't as bad as some people make him out to be. i don't think they know him enough to judge. he really does care about me and him just giving me a hug and saying that everything will be ok proved that. So the rest of the day was shitting because i was still upset. later i went to the izzos for alittle bit and they as always were very welcoming even giving me a chance to stay over. i called my sister when i got home and found out that Danny is doing fine and that it is common that Tall and skinny men get this condition. It still sucks i must say. He will have to have surgery adventually. i feel soo bad he has always been there for me, he is a great brother. So yea i ordered pizza and my sister said my dad should be coming home which is good.
Tomorrow i don't think i am going to go to school because i am very tired and have alot to get done at home. i just need a day to get back emotionally on track. it will be called a personal day. hopefully my mom won't mind. i don't think she will.