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Hi. Yes, I am still pretty pissed off, but oh well. I mean, I am tired of being like this, but I guess I have to accept it because this is how I am now. And yes, I screwed up again. Laura…I love you. You are helping me and trying to, and I apologize for screwing up…this is going to be hard again. Last night I went to a barbecue at the Owens. I felt horrible for Molly, she was sick again. Baby Annie is getting so big! I can’t believe she is almost a year old! Mr. Owen and I talked for awhile and he makes fun of the fact that I like Zeppelin, Queen, Kiss, Incubus, The Doors, AFI, etc. Last night was pretty fun. I love watching the kids. They are so cute and innocent. I would love to be 5 again, where my biggest fear is whether or not I will get desert after dinner. How great that would be. This morning I woke up at 7 because I had to go to the dentist. I have no cavities…big surprise. I really don’t see how scrapping a tooth is good. That’s why I am not a dentist. I have to go back to the ortho because when I wore braces, apparently they screwed my roots up and I have mobility one? Whatever that is. So, now I have to get a permanent retainer. I hate the ortho. I really do. I just practiced flute for a bit. I haven’t practiced for awhile so, I thought I should practice for a little. Damn, I am writing this write now…and I right now am getting in trouble. What the hell? I said to my brother stop watching so much TV and now my mom is flipping out (“Jennifer Kathleen one more remark and I swear you won’t see tomorrow”) Yep, I can feel the love. Know, it really sucks, because like, I will get yelled at, and then 5 minutes later my parents will ask me to do something. I tried to paint today, to take my mind off things, I threw my painting away. I swam laps to take my mind off things too…. that didn’t work. Whatever. I’m out…later!