false hope and more
Hello. This entry is especially to Chris…even though he doesn’t have this web address, so he will never see it.
Dear Chris,
It has been over two months since we broke up. We both had hopes of getting back together. Each time we spoke, we talked of getting back together. Two weeks ago, you reassured me we’d be getting back together soon. Last night, you broke my heart…again. You said we could never get back together. Why would you give me false hope? I tried Chris, I tried. My heart told me to give you a second chance. Friends told me to give you a second chance. You told me to give you a second chance. I did, and you said no. Chris, this time you fucked up. Not me. You said love is wanting the best for others. I loved you Chris, you said you loved me. How can it be the best if we are apart? Your excuse was fear. Fear, Chris, you no nothing of fear. Chris, if anything, I experienced fear. Suicide, cutting, being used, lied to and molested by the fags at our school. Yea, Chris, but guess what? I am alive aren’t I? Screw you. Experiencing fear makes life better and more exciting. How dare you tell me you are afraid that we may break up? So what? We broke up before because of stupid lies. You were the one who screwed up, and I am willing to take you back…because I love you. Ass. Whatever, you don’t deserve anything. I will never give you a chance again. Never. That’s all Chris. Good-bye
Love always From,
Jenny<3
P.S. I feel horrible for your future girlfriend…only because you give people false hope. False hope sucks Chris. You are an ass.
Anyways, today was the last day of school, which totally rocked. My pool party is in a month. I hate boys. They are mean liars. I got my hair done! It is so short, but I really like it. I am so excited for the beach. It should be loads of fun. Now that it is summer, I don’t think I will be updating everyday. I am sorry. I will update at least two- three times a week! I promise. So tonight I had to go to a political thingy for my dad and Allie and Stacy were there! Me, the twins and Mike went to Milltown to see a band…and that’s it. Later!
Dear Chris,
It has been over two months since we broke up. We both had hopes of getting back together. Each time we spoke, we talked of getting back together. Two weeks ago, you reassured me we’d be getting back together soon. Last night, you broke my heart…again. You said we could never get back together. Why would you give me false hope? I tried Chris, I tried. My heart told me to give you a second chance. Friends told me to give you a second chance. You told me to give you a second chance. I did, and you said no. Chris, this time you fucked up. Not me. You said love is wanting the best for others. I loved you Chris, you said you loved me. How can it be the best if we are apart? Your excuse was fear. Fear, Chris, you no nothing of fear. Chris, if anything, I experienced fear. Suicide, cutting, being used, lied to and molested by the fags at our school. Yea, Chris, but guess what? I am alive aren’t I? Screw you. Experiencing fear makes life better and more exciting. How dare you tell me you are afraid that we may break up? So what? We broke up before because of stupid lies. You were the one who screwed up, and I am willing to take you back…because I love you. Ass. Whatever, you don’t deserve anything. I will never give you a chance again. Never. That’s all Chris. Good-bye
Love always From,
Jenny<3
P.S. I feel horrible for your future girlfriend…only because you give people false hope. False hope sucks Chris. You are an ass.
Anyways, today was the last day of school, which totally rocked. My pool party is in a month. I hate boys. They are mean liars. I got my hair done! It is so short, but I really like it. I am so excited for the beach. It should be loads of fun. Now that it is summer, I don’t think I will be updating everyday. I am sorry. I will update at least two- three times a week! I promise. So tonight I had to go to a political thingy for my dad and Allie and Stacy were there! Me, the twins and Mike went to Milltown to see a band…and that’s it. Later!