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so i thought i went back to school sometime towards the end of august, but it turns out i don't start classes until the day after labor day. this is both good and bad, i've realized. it gives me more time to work and save money and be down the cape, but i'll also be miserable because eamonn leaves soon and i won't have school to distract me from missing him. i'm also not looking foward to this year in general, so yeah. i'm mainly upset about two things, which are living at home and not being able to study abroad. so i've gone back to questioning my decision to transfer. i hate that. for once in my life i'd like to make a decision that i'm 100% happy with. which i realistically know isn't possible, but still. i'd settle for like, 90%.
frank is coming up to visit from FL this week, so that'll be fun. the falmouth road race is also this sunday, which i will attempt to run and die in the process since i've been extremely negligent in my exercise routine (aka nonexistent).
i finished hpotts about a week after it came out. i was pretty satisfied with it overall, but am upset that its over.
i haven't talked to anyone recently. i've been really bad about keeping in touch with people this summer, and since i'm not very good at it anyways, its an ever-deteriorating situation. i also feel like people don't want to hear about my life which is fine since i know that if the roles were reversed i wouldn't want to hear about it, either.
he says he loves me, and i'm pretty sure i love him back. i don't think i'm fully capable of loving someone in the normal sense, but i'm consistently amazed at how much i like him. i've been thinking a lot about making a particular choice recently, but have not yet made it. so.
frank is coming up to visit from FL this week, so that'll be fun. the falmouth road race is also this sunday, which i will attempt to run and die in the process since i've been extremely negligent in my exercise routine (aka nonexistent).
i finished hpotts about a week after it came out. i was pretty satisfied with it overall, but am upset that its over.
i haven't talked to anyone recently. i've been really bad about keeping in touch with people this summer, and since i'm not very good at it anyways, its an ever-deteriorating situation. i also feel like people don't want to hear about my life which is fine since i know that if the roles were reversed i wouldn't want to hear about it, either.
he says he loves me, and i'm pretty sure i love him back. i don't think i'm fully capable of loving someone in the normal sense, but i'm consistently amazed at how much i like him. i've been thinking a lot about making a particular choice recently, but have not yet made it. so.