Aug 23, 2004 22:46
I think my goal in life is to have everything going for me at once. I don't think I've ever had that. If one thing's good, the other sucks. Why? I wanna have my cake and eat it too. And what a fucking dumbass phrase. Who's gonna have cake and not eat it? Evidently people that are not getting their way all the time. Or Elaine's boss on Seinfeld. I hate cake anyways.
Brad, I checked out your demeanor on your last post. Do you think there is something out there that makes you truly happy? Or do you think that life is just filled with mediocre bullshit that passes the time until you die. I see you going through the motions but you aren't picking up the tasty morsels that are right in front of you. I'm not trying to be harsh or anything. I just know that if you found something that you were truly passionate about (besides farm animal sex), it would consume your time to no end and you wouldn't be as diversified as you are today. I think once you are fully developed and have a spectrum of personality traits, you will find this thing. Until then, enjoy the little things. Enjoy the sun coming up. Enjoy everything that people who just go through the motions take for granted. One day, you won't have these things. Enjoy your loving family. One day they won't be around and you'll regret not having spent more time with them. Life deals us shitty hands sometimes but it doesn't mean you have to fold. Bluff around a little. See if you can't take something from life that you and you alone will only recognize and value for what it's worth. It doesn't matter what others think or do. Self fulfillment is the key to life. We've talked about this many times so I don't want to belabor the point.
Ahh you earthlings, and you're three dimensions. On the moon we have five.....thousand.