Fuck this repetition
okay guys, mad important decision.
I am going to move on from jesse.
he said him and rachel said that i could be with him and so could she, and i was like fuck that! the only other option is if he's with me, but i'm not a tyrannical bitch whos like- you can only be with me1! i just don't want to be emotionally involved and see him fall in love w/ rachel more as she breaks his heart. fuck i'm so in love with him, and i want him to be happy.
right, right!
anyway, as i was telling young big nick, i have so many other options.
hehe, i met this really hott kid last night, and check it out- i spent hours alone with him and did nothing!!! I'm serious yo. i can't remember the last time that happened!! it wasn't anything to do with him- i'm just kinda growing up i guess.
no more perverbial sleeping around. not that I ever really did- i just didn't choose carefully before. now i will. I mean- theres so many guys out there, why limit yourself.
we'll see what happens. I'm just gonna meditate, write my 4 english essays and do my tarot cards and know that whats meant to be will be.
::breathes::
I am going to move on from jesse.
he said him and rachel said that i could be with him and so could she, and i was like fuck that! the only other option is if he's with me, but i'm not a tyrannical bitch whos like- you can only be with me1! i just don't want to be emotionally involved and see him fall in love w/ rachel more as she breaks his heart. fuck i'm so in love with him, and i want him to be happy.
right, right!
anyway, as i was telling young big nick, i have so many other options.
hehe, i met this really hott kid last night, and check it out- i spent hours alone with him and did nothing!!! I'm serious yo. i can't remember the last time that happened!! it wasn't anything to do with him- i'm just kinda growing up i guess.
no more perverbial sleeping around. not that I ever really did- i just didn't choose carefully before. now i will. I mean- theres so many guys out there, why limit yourself.
we'll see what happens. I'm just gonna meditate, write my 4 english essays and do my tarot cards and know that whats meant to be will be.
::breathes::