Aug 22, 2005 23:26
Its been a bad night. Worse than I expected really, but hey, who's counting?
Laura came over, and wile I was expecting Robert to be with her, Jared was a welcome surprise. I was just so sick to begin with that I honestly didn't want to see anyone at all and was hoping for immediate unconsciousness after the first few shots of whiskey. No such luck. Garrett came by earlier and took one of the rats away, I miss them both and FUCK EVERYONE that has a problem with that. If I like someone, what concern is it of yours to comment upon? Is it hurting you? No. I havent really been out of my house to socialize willingly in months. So shut your big fucking mouths and either ignore it, or be glad that i'm happy for once. If I hear one more thing about how hes not good enough, or I could find better i'm going to punch the asshole that says it in the god damn face! I don't see any of you bastards asking me out for dinner or a movie, or even a non-committal fuck, so shut your faces. Don't flap your gums if you wont back up your blabber, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!
Well, I guess i'm done for the evening. Wow, I feel alot better, good night.