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this hasnt been a good week!
i am so tired and worn out and i havent done anything! the doctors say its from all the blood loss but really why i am i losing so much blood? they told me it would be a day of bleeding and its now going on 8 days....
tlas been really sick as well - poor girl
I went to the barn for the first time since the doctors said i couldnt ride and it was so hard for me, watching tealah with xena and helgi teach lessons and watching someone else ride my baby :'( i hate that he is a school horse HATE IT but he needs exercise and i am not going to pay for someone to ride him for me and i dont want to lease him out so this was the best option
we are doing family games night tonight which i think i really need. Joy is back in the crazy persons hospital after trying to kill herself agian. My life is fucked thats all there is to it!
i am so tired and worn out and i havent done anything! the doctors say its from all the blood loss but really why i am i losing so much blood? they told me it would be a day of bleeding and its now going on 8 days....
tlas been really sick as well - poor girl
I went to the barn for the first time since the doctors said i couldnt ride and it was so hard for me, watching tealah with xena and helgi teach lessons and watching someone else ride my baby :'( i hate that he is a school horse HATE IT but he needs exercise and i am not going to pay for someone to ride him for me and i dont want to lease him out so this was the best option
we are doing family games night tonight which i think i really need. Joy is back in the crazy persons hospital after trying to kill herself agian. My life is fucked thats all there is to it!