May 08, 2006 18:41
I think Brian was justified in what he said. People are entitled to opinions and actions speak louder than words.
I never wanna go back to the place I was at last night, where I haven't been in over two years. Thats not who I am, or who I want to be.
If Zack would apologize I'd drop the charges and move on. If Molly would tell me she was sorry for telling me to grow up and stop overreacting, and unblock me (irony?) I'd stop acting the way I am to her. And lastly, if Michelle stopped acting like it was totally my fault and not be such a bitch when she first sees me and I don't even do anything, I'd stop acting like a bitch to her.
Long and the short of it, I fucking hate every one of them, people I previously didn't mind included.
On a semi related note: I'd rather be hated by someone I didn't like than just liked by someone I was in love with. And, its better to be hated for who you are than loved for who you aren't.
If you wanna read this and make a big deal out of it, knock yourselves out, honestly.
I don't care anymore, three more weeks and I never have to deal with any of you again. That goes to everyone. Fuck you all.
Oh, as an addition, what are you gonna take from me next? I should be spending time with everyone and visiting with Allie, but oh no, Michelle, Molly and Zack are with her, so thats out. Fuck all of you, I hate you so much.
Are you gonna use my private journals against me? Silence me completely, because you don't wanna listen to it? Like, do you want to see the actual paper one I keep too, with all the angry stuff I write when I'm pissed off, insulted and hurt? Please Michelle, just take everything from me.