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Second day back to school, and already I have strep throat. No school for Caitlin tomorrow.
I think I finally realized that lately my eating habits have been... Less than healthy. Today at the doctor's office, I almost cried when she wrote down that I was 135 pounds. I spent a good 5 minutes arguing to the nurse that I was NOT 135 pounds, that it was unfair to weigh me fully clothed (dressed appropriately for 30 degree weather, mind you) with shoes on, right after I had lunch. And she gave me a look. That look. That "you are so sad" look. I hate that look. But Jesus, 3 months ago I wouldn't have cared if the scale said I was 140 or 150 or 200 whether or not I was clothed. I don't remember not caring. But maybe I can't blame always being tired and weak on asthma/being sick/ whatever else anymore. I get the feeling this is going to be harder than I think, especially since I'm so sick right now and I never want to eat when I'm ill.
I'd forgotten how much I ramble when I'm not feeling well. On another topic, I'm quitting dance after the Denver Oireachtas in November. I am so sick of dance. I don't know why, I just am.
I think I finally realized that lately my eating habits have been... Less than healthy. Today at the doctor's office, I almost cried when she wrote down that I was 135 pounds. I spent a good 5 minutes arguing to the nurse that I was NOT 135 pounds, that it was unfair to weigh me fully clothed (dressed appropriately for 30 degree weather, mind you) with shoes on, right after I had lunch. And she gave me a look. That look. That "you are so sad" look. I hate that look. But Jesus, 3 months ago I wouldn't have cared if the scale said I was 140 or 150 or 200 whether or not I was clothed. I don't remember not caring. But maybe I can't blame always being tired and weak on asthma/being sick/ whatever else anymore. I get the feeling this is going to be harder than I think, especially since I'm so sick right now and I never want to eat when I'm ill.
I'd forgotten how much I ramble when I'm not feeling well. On another topic, I'm quitting dance after the Denver Oireachtas in November. I am so sick of dance. I don't know why, I just am.