Aug 21, 2005 11:36
I have never been so pissed.
My brothers are everything to me. You mess with them, then you will see the ugly side of me that rarely if EVER comes out of me.
This little ass named Etai told my brother about some lame party at his friend's house. I told William it's not a good idea to go because he doesn't know who the kid is hosting it, or who will be there. I wasn't saying that because I'm "straight edge" and a "goody-two-shoes" and don't do stuff like that. I know about these things a lot more than he does. I'm his older sister looking out for him because he's young and easily influenced.
William went because he trusted Etai. He thought he was a good kid, and responsible when it came to drinking because they drank at his house before with his best buds. I was like, fine...I guess you're gonna have to learn from the experience because obviously, you're not gonna listen to me.
This kid told him that he would provide a ride, and keep things sane and under control when it came down to him and William. He showed absolutely no regard or loyalty for my brother whatsoever. He ditched him, and left him blowing in the wind. He was at this party with people he doesn't know, with a bunch of booze. He said he drank something that totally messed him up. He has no idea what it was. Although it was definitely William's fault for going, missing work, and being flat out irrisponsible and immature, he left. He walked home from the grove. He was scared shitless, the kids were going out of control, and him being under the influence he was all distorted and confused. If the cops busted that party, my parents would've gotten into so much trouble. It would've been their fault though, because I told them what was going on and they did NOTHING. My brother came home last night and woke up this morning freaking out towards my mom. William's not afraid of anything, so something really bad happened. He's gonna tell me later though.
Some friend that jerk is. I knew he was bad news when he disrespected me the other day. I was nice, said hi to him, and asked how he was doing. Instead of getting a "hey back" he jut gave me a dirty look, and just the cold shoulder.
He had the nerve to call up this morning to see how he was doing. Maybe he shoud've done that last night. Asshole. He's really lucky that I wasn't home.
I told my Mom that if he calls again to give me the phone, because I'm going to bitch that kid out. I'm not even KIDDING. I am going to give him a fucking wake-up call, because if he EVER calls again, talks to him, or even looks at him, so help me God I will pound him into nothing. He will wish he was never born. I'm done with bull-shit. You do not screw around with my brothers.
Everyone knows I'm a very nice and unconfrontational person, but no one better mess with me, my family or friends. Just don't even think about it. After last night, I'm totally done with letting things like that slide.
I wish he called me when things got stupid. He said he would. I don't have my license yet, but I would've been there in a blink of an eye with or without a license. I would've risked it. I can't believe he walked. He could've gotten run over, but thank God he's okay.