i hate them

[irishchicka925]

im so confused. fuck it all seriously. i just want something good to happen and not something bad to follow it. i dont want ingrids second hand guys. i fucking hate being some kind of "rebound" girl. im tired of liking her second hand guys. i need some of my own! i was talking to her on the phone today we just realized that. every guy ive gone out with has liked ingrid before me. it sucks. then she told me maybe we should meet guys at different times when we arnt hanging out with each other. but think about it. when was the last time you didnt see me with ingrid. i think the first time ive done something big without her was going to prom. and i had fun. i dunno if its a bad thing or if its a good thing that im always with her but whatever. ok im done.

Peace out....

(haha that doesnt sound like me but whatever. maybe ill start saying it)