sooo mad
so mad... about everything... i just... want to get away. i cant stand my family anymore. my brother and sister are ok. but my parents. i want to leave. i cant live with them anymore. i want to go to college. i want to get away from here. i need something to change. i hate being 15. i hate being told "your only 15". I hate so many things in life right now. i shouldnt hate so much. its christmas, but i cant help it. i just want something to change. i dont know what but i need something to otherwise im going to go crazy. maybe ill write a song. i want to talk to someone but... i dont know. i need someone. i dont like they way im living my life right now. the way i think of things. i need to change. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. somethings wrong with me.