random ramble coming out of my head.
I hate feeling like this. I don't want to but no matter how hard I try to hide it I still feel like this. I know that I just need to look on the positive side of shit and stop but that is all just easier said than done. I just dunno anymore how I feel. I keep wanting to let everything out but yet there is to much to ler out. I keep being afraid to call someone out of fear of making someone mad or frustrated because they don'y understand what I am saying. I don't want things to come out wrong. I dunno I am just sick of trying to cover everything up. I really just want it to be back in fith grade. I remember back then when everything was ok after doing some of the simplest thing. I just don't even know what is going on right now. I feel like my head is going to explode. Sorry I just needed to get something out.