FUCK OFF
Im really sick of everyone lately I cant stand the fact that everyone is complainging about how they cant trust people and hate the human race and all this other bullshit..Im sorry but I havent trusted anyone since my bestfriend fucked me over in 9th grade four times and yet im still bestfriends with her.Im sick of everyone being wicked fake pretending to like people if you dont like someone to lead them to believe you like them!
Im sorry I just need to vent im not having the time of my life lately I'll tell you why. for one im sick of guys playing mind games with me like the whole brady situation I like him alot and he likes me but every time we get close he avoids me and tells me he likes me but cant handle it right now I CANT KEEP DOING THIS every time we stop talking for like three weeks at a time it hurts me even more!and im very sensitive person to stuff like this.Then theres my bestfriend Erin she went to college this yr didnt move there or any thing she commutes back and fourth and she has a boyfriend who she spends all her time with she has no time for me or anyone else anymore and I feel like im losing her she calls me all the time but im lucky if i see her once or twice a week I hung out with her yesterday for two hrs before i had to be at work..Im sorry but this makes me mad because when she was dating Joe I was the only one who stuck by her and didnt leave her she lost all her friends because of him!and now yet again she is putting her boyfriend before her friends well im not going to sit there this time and stick with her if she looses her friends this time its not my fault or evans she put evan before everyone.But on the bright side a few good things happened out of every thing..I get to spend more time with Samantha she's my little sister we started to kind of fade from each other for a few days but now we're hanging out every day again.Another good thing that happened to was this guy micky sam and i have been talking to for a few weeks now gave me his number and we were talking on the phone last night he's deffinately a cutie.well im done venting if i made any of you mad im sorry im just having a really bad week with coping with things.
Im sorry I just need to vent im not having the time of my life lately I'll tell you why. for one im sick of guys playing mind games with me like the whole brady situation I like him alot and he likes me but every time we get close he avoids me and tells me he likes me but cant handle it right now I CANT KEEP DOING THIS every time we stop talking for like three weeks at a time it hurts me even more!and im very sensitive person to stuff like this.Then theres my bestfriend Erin she went to college this yr didnt move there or any thing she commutes back and fourth and she has a boyfriend who she spends all her time with she has no time for me or anyone else anymore and I feel like im losing her she calls me all the time but im lucky if i see her once or twice a week I hung out with her yesterday for two hrs before i had to be at work..Im sorry but this makes me mad because when she was dating Joe I was the only one who stuck by her and didnt leave her she lost all her friends because of him!and now yet again she is putting her boyfriend before her friends well im not going to sit there this time and stick with her if she looses her friends this time its not my fault or evans she put evan before everyone.But on the bright side a few good things happened out of every thing..I get to spend more time with Samantha she's my little sister we started to kind of fade from each other for a few days but now we're hanging out every day again.Another good thing that happened to was this guy micky sam and i have been talking to for a few weeks now gave me his number and we were talking on the phone last night he's deffinately a cutie.well im done venting if i made any of you mad im sorry im just having a really bad week with coping with things.