Jul 28, 2005 00:12
well ive been acting like a real bitch lately but thats only because I get really irritated when ppl jump down my throat when im just pointing out stuff or i state my opinion so of course im going to flip out if someone freaks out on me.I think what really got to me though was when sam was here and she was hanging out with my cousin rachel and usually when ppl hang out with her they start acting like her and i hate the way she acts towards ppl when she is around boys and sam was kind of acting like that not meaning to but she was and it made me feel horrible cause sam is my little sister and i love her to death and another fact is for the fact that rachel likes to steal friends from people my mom will even tell you that she turns people against other people so that their not talking to each other and then their friends with her cause they think she is doing a good deed when she really isnt.I just get scared bringing my friends around her because im afraid im going to lose my friends to her thats why i was being such a bitch when sam was being all buddy buddy with rachel i mean i know i shouldnt be a bitch for her being friends with my family but its rachel and everyone knows how she is..Sams my little sister and my bestfriend and honestly i think id kill someone if she started liking rachel more then me..well anyways I met a boy today named Caleb and hes 19 from rochester but i think he is leaving tomorrow not to sure.well im to tired and bored to write more and i just wanted to update cause i finally got the internet explorer to work..oh yeah i come home in four days..thank god!