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What to say? I finally realized that people are not as real as they seem. Just because they are nice to your face doesn't mean they keep your name out of their mouths when they aren't with you. Does that make sense? How dare people judge me and my actions. I know I did the right thing and I would definately do it the exact same way. I'm just getting fed up with people. But I Need to focus all my anger and frustration into school work.
I went to the Career Services office today. I thought I'd take a look at local jobs in Riverdale. I got a chance to talk to the woman in charge there and she gave me some helpful advice. I think I'm going to look for an internship to do next semester. I also had to fill out one of the longest questioniares of my life! It was no joke about 310 questions! Hopefully this will give me some direction for my future.
I wish I could change things sometimes. The one thing I want most in the world is completely out of my grasp! And of course the plans that were made are now broken :( and theres nothing I can do about it. I thought it was going to be a good time at my cousins wedding. I mean it still will be but its just not the same.
This week was so long! I had 3 tests and 2 of them were in one day! I know i definately bombed the first one but I think I did well on the others. I'm crossing my fingers!
I went to the Career Services office today. I thought I'd take a look at local jobs in Riverdale. I got a chance to talk to the woman in charge there and she gave me some helpful advice. I think I'm going to look for an internship to do next semester. I also had to fill out one of the longest questioniares of my life! It was no joke about 310 questions! Hopefully this will give me some direction for my future.
I wish I could change things sometimes. The one thing I want most in the world is completely out of my grasp! And of course the plans that were made are now broken :( and theres nothing I can do about it. I thought it was going to be a good time at my cousins wedding. I mean it still will be but its just not the same.
This week was so long! I had 3 tests and 2 of them were in one day! I know i definately bombed the first one but I think I did well on the others. I'm crossing my fingers!