Dec 09, 2005 00:43
Well one good thing. Classes are officially over for the semester! That is something I am really happy about. Only two days of student teaching left and one final. What to do with myself for a few days?? But not to worry I'll be back on the island on Thursday.
Tuesday was a day that I don't really want to remember. The whole morning and afternoon were horrible for me. I met with the counselor at school and really did not enjoy the conversation we had. But I know what I have to do and hopefully everything will work out. After that I had to meet with my special education professor. I was told that I basically have three choices for my future. 1) Drop the special education part of my concentration; 2) Drop education all together and concentrate on my psychology major; and 3) Try my hardest to stay in the program. At that point I was hysterical crying and praying for the end of the semester to come now!! How am I supposed to talk to my parents about this? They are going to be so disappointed in me. I don't know what to do anymore. I know dropping out isn't an option but I really feel like doing that at this point in time. The day concluded with a stress free program. Which entailed some stress before the program. Russell and I went to Stop and Shop to find balloons for his program. We ended up going to the store 3 times to try and find the right balloons. Now that I think about it, it was pretty funny. Got to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Wednesday, nothing special really happened. And today was my last day of classes! I was so excited. It seemed like it took forever for 4PM to come, but it finally did. Now I have student teaching tomorrow then a nap after that. This weekend should be fun and exciting. Going shoping with some of my friends and meeting up with Maureen too hopefully.
I am so thankful for my friends. Without them I do not think I would be able to get through my day. Certain people help me through my day everyday. And I would have definately failed out of college by now because I would have given up. I'm sorry for all the hard times I may put you guys through. Just know that I love you all and I'm always here for you no matter what. I don't know what I'm going to do with a month off from school. We all better hang out at some point. And some of you better be coming out for my 21st Birthday! :)