this is MY fucked up life

Mar 30, 2004 21:02

ok so i need to do some venting. my life has suddenly become really stressful. i mean, it always has been but all of a sudden it is like BAM! and everything explodes. goodness were to start...

school-well i am almost posititive i am FAiLiNG algebra. i havent gotten anything higher then a 80 on test or quizzes in a longgg time. ips is getting on my last nerve. i mean, i think i am doing good, kinda, but if superbitch doesnt start chillen a little i will be forced to slap her! social studies, i think i am doing better-but now we have this lonngg ass project to do and that is the last thing on my adgenda. language arts with cum-cum is worst of all. honestly, it isnt him. i mean he is a good teach but the assholes in our class make it imposiable for him to teach therefore he assignes everything we dont do in class for homework. my electives are all boring, but easy. i swear the only class i like in gym. the crazy thing is this is all comming from a girl who has never gotten anything lower then a 87% on her report card and LOVED school.
friends-wayy to much to talk about + i dont wanna let my big mouth run and say something i would later regret. it is just that soo many people are comming to me with their problems. i mean, i lovvveee talking to my friends-heck i lovve them all. and i dont mind listening to their problems. it is just when they think that i can solve them for them(mainly just one person luckly). also, some of my friends who i thought were my BEST are becoming well kinda bitches. i still love them with all my heart but they have to take it down a notch.
family-oooo shit dont get me started. i am prestly only talking to my cats =)
gymnastics-good lord. i am so close to stop going. so ok i have my backhandspring on the trampoline. that is a big thing for me. i mean i dont even have a good round off yet. so i am doing it at gymnastics and kinda falling on my knees, no biggy, but then on the drive home mother starts flipping out on me. she was like omg if you dont do your backhandspring on the trampoline out back well i dont know you just have to do it. and she is like flipping out for no reason. so then i am standing on the trampoline getting ready to do it and i am saying something like all i have to do is do it once and get over my fear. so my fucken dad goes haha you'll never be able to do it. OMG what is with parents. agggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
softball-yeah the season just started and i know it will be hell. my sister is on the best team, she was put there b/c she sucks. my team is so so, but(not to like be rude) i am one of the best players. 75% of the girls have never played before. so now when i play my sister and my team loses i will get hell from my dad. is it my fault all these other girls suck? NO! so why do i have to get in trouble. it makes noo sence.
love life-aggg confusion like whoa.
ok so i guess that is it. sorry bout my venting. if you took the time to actually read this, drop a comment.

perdido, solo, atemorizado*
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