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[irishbaby210]

wow i really hate my mood swings, and i hate the part of pms that makes everything much more emotional than it really is. like the fact that i really wanted to cry eariler and there was NO reason at all - things are so great right now i have awesome friends and a great boyfriend who i will be with one month next week - 7 days from now :-) makes me happy - but jus a couple hours ago or less i was angry at nothing (mostly me cuz i couldve cried) hmm... oh well, it'll be batter i jus have to convience my subconcious that it is okay for me to feel this happy - i've never been like this before without something going wrong so it's jus like yea lets try to internally distore it for no reason AT ALL! i hate complexes...especially if i dont know why its happening and i think that is what makes it worse because i dont wait to self-disturct...i like this one too much to do that. oh well...yay for happy...

the world of gaming has enguffed me - i dont know if i like or not - it's odd...i woke up this morning and before i did anything else relivant in my day i played kingdom hearts...then it was weird and i played munckin today and understood and enjoyed it and then i jus dont know oh well.. hm i have nothing else to really say except procrastination is bad, i have things i should be reading or cleaning or making or something much i'm not and i know me i wont either - so i jus think im going to go sit and talk to my zach and i will speak at you all later...