talked to mom....
last night really was killing me. i just feel that no one even wants to
tlak to me. so i was like f it and went to bed at like 11. and
then i called her bc i told her i would update her on the hurricane bc
i know she has a bunch of friends down here. so i called her n she was
still at work then i called pete...didnt pick. of course not. now that
im gone, i dont matter. i just dont exist. ...................ne ways
mom called at like 1145ish and we talked and shes like well things will
get better once you get down there and make your owrn friends. i guess
im gonna have to...to me no one can replace my kids....but i dont think
the feel the same.
it all just fuckin sucks. i hate it here. i wish i never came i wish i had gone to state. just followed what everyone else did. would have been so much easier.
Wake up your life
You may never get the chance to make things right
Rather than lie
Take a moment to reflect on what’s gone by
It’s a mistake
There’s no reason I should be so full of guilt
Significant break
So you severed all the ties that we have built
All I know, even though (background)
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
Didn’t think about the rest of me
That it was not enough
Tried my hardest with the best of me
But it was not enough
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
All mixed up inside
And it's easy to forget what we should be
it’s useless to hide
I can see to the heart of your insecurity
All of this time
Blaming others for the cause of what we’ve lost
Nothing sublime
I must overcome no matter what the cost
Chorus
Please give back what is not yours to have
It’s the only thing that I’ve got left
Never was enough to satisfy
And I’m left empty
Chorus
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
Didn’t think about the rest of me
That it was not enough
Tried my hardest with the best of me
But it was not enough
it all just fuckin sucks. i hate it here. i wish i never came i wish i had gone to state. just followed what everyone else did. would have been so much easier.
Wake up your life
You may never get the chance to make things right
Rather than lie
Take a moment to reflect on what’s gone by
It’s a mistake
There’s no reason I should be so full of guilt
Significant break
So you severed all the ties that we have built
All I know, even though (background)
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
Didn’t think about the rest of me
That it was not enough
Tried my hardest with the best of me
But it was not enough
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
All mixed up inside
And it's easy to forget what we should be
it’s useless to hide
I can see to the heart of your insecurity
All of this time
Blaming others for the cause of what we’ve lost
Nothing sublime
I must overcome no matter what the cost
Chorus
Please give back what is not yours to have
It’s the only thing that I’ve got left
Never was enough to satisfy
And I’m left empty
Chorus
Tried to give you what was left of me
But it was not enough
Didn’t think about the rest of me
That it was not enough
Tried my hardest with the best of me
But it was not enough