Tailspin
This heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach is getting unbearable. I feel nauseous. Christ, the melodrama of it makes me gag. But it's true.
Why do I have to be such a big fucking retard all the time?
I hope to fucking GOD we're ok.
I have to get dressed. Rehearsal. I'd rather crawl in a hole. It's where I deserve to be right now.
EDIT: OH MY GOD WOULD SOMEBODY TAKE THIS FUCKING SHOVEL AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I DIG MYSELF IN ANY DEEPER??
Why do I have to be such a big fucking retard all the time?
I hope to fucking GOD we're ok.
I have to get dressed. Rehearsal. I'd rather crawl in a hole. It's where I deserve to be right now.
EDIT: OH MY GOD WOULD SOMEBODY TAKE THIS FUCKING SHOVEL AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I DIG MYSELF IN ANY DEEPER??