"And The Rain Brings The Flood"
Things are going really well right now, surprisingly...still in school, but I graduate in September. Hopefully I will get a job soon after graduating. I feel bad having Andy pay for the house and everything. This month I'm pitching in some of my money and hopefully that will take some stress off of him... I'm hoping that the less stressed he is, the less irritable he is, making him less annoyed by me and my actions.
I've been reading a lot lately. Right now it's the Twilight saga or series or whatever...anyway, I'm on the third book, Eclipse. Why can't love be that awesome and insane? I want to be absolutely adored to the point that the other person could not go on without me or they'd want to risk their life to save mine. I have a great life, great bf....it's human nature to wonder what's on the other side or to want things you don't have. I'm grateful for everything I have, though.
C.J. my nephew, has been living with us since end of April to August.
OH OH OH!! I went to NIN/JA on Sunday! Nine Inch Nails and Jane's Addiction. Oh and Street Sweeper Social Club was there too, Tom Morello's new band I guess.. They were good, they played Paper Planes....lol
I have two foster cats living in my house now...
Accounting class sucks...I keep getting unbalanced.
I'm super happy. It's just a mania, really, but it still feels nice! I'm hoping I don't crash into a depression soon...it would make my newfound sobriety so much more difficult.
Got Sims 3 yesterday, and it's awesome.
I lost my best friend a year and a half ago to an overdose. I feel terrible because I'd quit talking to him for months, and he left me lots of messages. I didn't listen to them, then after he was gone and I'd found out about it (4 months later!!!) I was mortified by his last message to me. It was like this, "Kate, my so-called friend...where are you? I miss you.." etc.... That was the LAST message I'd gotten from him. The fact that I didn't get to go to the funeral leaves me with no closure whatsoever. For the first few months I thought it was a joke. I've had people in the past play a similar "joke" on me......
Subject is a quote from Culture Kultur's "Wonder"...I like that song.
I've been reading a lot lately. Right now it's the Twilight saga or series or whatever...anyway, I'm on the third book, Eclipse. Why can't love be that awesome and insane? I want to be absolutely adored to the point that the other person could not go on without me or they'd want to risk their life to save mine. I have a great life, great bf....it's human nature to wonder what's on the other side or to want things you don't have. I'm grateful for everything I have, though.
C.J. my nephew, has been living with us since end of April to August.
OH OH OH!! I went to NIN/JA on Sunday! Nine Inch Nails and Jane's Addiction. Oh and Street Sweeper Social Club was there too, Tom Morello's new band I guess.. They were good, they played Paper Planes....lol
I have two foster cats living in my house now...
Accounting class sucks...I keep getting unbalanced.
I'm super happy. It's just a mania, really, but it still feels nice! I'm hoping I don't crash into a depression soon...it would make my newfound sobriety so much more difficult.
Got Sims 3 yesterday, and it's awesome.
I lost my best friend a year and a half ago to an overdose. I feel terrible because I'd quit talking to him for months, and he left me lots of messages. I didn't listen to them, then after he was gone and I'd found out about it (4 months later!!!) I was mortified by his last message to me. It was like this, "Kate, my so-called friend...where are you? I miss you.." etc.... That was the LAST message I'd gotten from him. The fact that I didn't get to go to the funeral leaves me with no closure whatsoever. For the first few months I thought it was a joke. I've had people in the past play a similar "joke" on me......
Subject is a quote from Culture Kultur's "Wonder"...I like that song.