Where's a Harem when you need it?

[irishalias]

I feel weird. Tired but restless. I've been feeling the need for more human contact than usual. Just don't want to be alone with me. My arms are really sore for reasons I have no idea. Went to the doctor yesterday because I felt light headed, nauseas, and my left arm was killing me. Kind of freaked myself out. The doctor tried to find some culpable lymph node, he prodded while I squealed, but apparently it's just me. Left with an anti-inflammatory prescription and a shrug. It feels like carpal tunnel syndrome pain, except radiating up the arms. I assume that I'm still a ball of anxiety and it's just all settled in my upper torso with painful vengence. Unfortunately, this just furthers my parents' assumption that I'm unable to deal with stress. They make it sound like I'm constantly on the edge of some nervous breakdown. I've been given orders to relax, get a massage, try to have some fun. I guess this is a step up from the suggestion of a sedative this weekend.
So, listen up, pain-anxiety-lethargy...get the hell out.

Over the weekend I determined a couple new goals for the upcoming year. My dad joked that it was a good thing I had already moved in since he wouldn't have been able to help lift anything...I would have had to round up my own movers. So, as I told Tangee, I need to acquire big burly men as pals in preparation for my imminent move for grad school, maybe. Eventually this circle of new, burly friends generated into a harem of burly men. Tangee seemed doubtful of this "New Year's Resolution," but she asked for pictures just in case.

Think I'll try to sleep a bit...if I don't cut off my arms first