the news as it stands
well, it's been awhile since i've been here. and to be honest, i'm only doing it because i'm pissed off and writing helps make me less so. but i'll get to that later.
the new job is doing fine, i'm almost a competant employee now. with karlton as good as fired and robyn leaving we only have three employees. so if you're 18 and can get to qualcomm, let me know and i'll get you more info on walking around a park on gov't time. it's nice to have a good job. the pay isn't that much better than pizza hut, but i like the work more. it's very 9-5, very stable. it's a good job for me.
nextly, the folks from south dakota are back and looking for a place to live. so until such time as they do they live with us. brendan seems very bored. i wish i could do more about that but it proves challenging right now. i do my best. he's interested in joining up with the hypothetical shieldwall i'm devising. he's got the build, but isn't a left hander...
made my first steps toward converting to a military regimen for myself. my new footwear consists of combat boots, which hurt like a bitch when not broken in all the way. my feet are so cut up right now it isn't funny. also buying BDUs again. so i'm making it a slow transition.
now for why i'm so pissed off. grad night was tonight for the class of 05. i was invited, along with roger, to go to david's afterwords and make merry with some of the new grads and just generally have a good time. come to find out, domanique's mother will only allow her to go provided david makes sure i'm on my best behavior and if i get thrown out for causing a problem. she also apparently has some graphic things she'd like to do to me, and if i messed up tonight she'd go after david. i FUCKING REFUSE to put up with that bullshit. nobody, but nobody, is gonna take that crap because somebody's mom doesn't like me. so when david called back i told him what i'd been thinking and decided to bow out for tonight. i also told him that if anyone asked why i wasn't there to tell the truth. all of it. *shakes head* back when domanique and i dated and split up, i said some really men and hurtful things. it took me _years_ to work up the balls to admit i'd done wrong and apologize for what i'd said. i can't change that i said what i did, but i was sorry for it and wanted her to know. and as far as i know she and i are squared away. but i'm not gonna put up with this garbage from her mother. if she has problems with me, she needs to bring them up with me. not make threats at someone uninvolved who happens to associate with me. *snarls* it's such bullshit. and oddly enough, david gets it. to think i loathed him in high school. so i'm pissed, and this has helped. congrats to my grads, and good night.
-donovan
the new job is doing fine, i'm almost a competant employee now. with karlton as good as fired and robyn leaving we only have three employees. so if you're 18 and can get to qualcomm, let me know and i'll get you more info on walking around a park on gov't time. it's nice to have a good job. the pay isn't that much better than pizza hut, but i like the work more. it's very 9-5, very stable. it's a good job for me.
nextly, the folks from south dakota are back and looking for a place to live. so until such time as they do they live with us. brendan seems very bored. i wish i could do more about that but it proves challenging right now. i do my best. he's interested in joining up with the hypothetical shieldwall i'm devising. he's got the build, but isn't a left hander...
made my first steps toward converting to a military regimen for myself. my new footwear consists of combat boots, which hurt like a bitch when not broken in all the way. my feet are so cut up right now it isn't funny. also buying BDUs again. so i'm making it a slow transition.
now for why i'm so pissed off. grad night was tonight for the class of 05. i was invited, along with roger, to go to david's afterwords and make merry with some of the new grads and just generally have a good time. come to find out, domanique's mother will only allow her to go provided david makes sure i'm on my best behavior and if i get thrown out for causing a problem. she also apparently has some graphic things she'd like to do to me, and if i messed up tonight she'd go after david. i FUCKING REFUSE to put up with that bullshit. nobody, but nobody, is gonna take that crap because somebody's mom doesn't like me. so when david called back i told him what i'd been thinking and decided to bow out for tonight. i also told him that if anyone asked why i wasn't there to tell the truth. all of it. *shakes head* back when domanique and i dated and split up, i said some really men and hurtful things. it took me _years_ to work up the balls to admit i'd done wrong and apologize for what i'd said. i can't change that i said what i did, but i was sorry for it and wanted her to know. and as far as i know she and i are squared away. but i'm not gonna put up with this garbage from her mother. if she has problems with me, she needs to bring them up with me. not make threats at someone uninvolved who happens to associate with me. *snarls* it's such bullshit. and oddly enough, david gets it. to think i loathed him in high school. so i'm pissed, and this has helped. congrats to my grads, and good night.
-donovan