send me.... you
it's cold outside
so cold the breath that escapes your mouth travels in a white cloud as it drifts away into nothingness
the sky is bright and clear and littered with millions of blinking stars
it's amazing how those balls of gas play connect the dots games with each other, or perhaps it's God
my heart is heavy but somehow not in a sad way just in a thoughtful way
i have been like this for a while, thoughtful that is
my roommate and i rearranged our room tonight now that we are minus one roomie
i have written ten letters so far, how many have you written
i have to get up early tomorrow but i'm putting everything off
why do i waste so much time
what else am i wasting
i love you
do you love me
i miss you
do you miss me
i need you
do you need me
God's creations are perfect, why don't i feel perfect
there are so many things to change and improve
i need rest
<3 me