May 07, 2006 16:26
My brother's birthday is coming up in like... 2 days. I dont even know what I'm going to get him. I practically have no money and it sucks cuz it's his 21st birthday. I want to be albe to get him something nice but yeah... broke-ness is my current state of being.
In other news, alas, I am sick again... because of Faye... (I'll get you for this).. who has moved back into her Father's house once again.
I'm going to pretty much fail every single one of my classes this year.
To be hoenst, I feel like a total failure.
And I kinda am.
I feel like the only thing I'm holding on to and am maintaining is my job at starbucks.
It's pretty much the only steady thing in my life right now.
I miss Betsy.. I received an email from her.. just on like upcoming events for Taylor people. The email got sent to everyone that was on our floor last year and I still have the Taylor email account so I got it aswell. I got it the day before she died.. I was going to respond to it just to see how she was doing... I felt like I should.. Just to say hi. But I didnt-- and I really wish I had now.
Well, that's a briefe update. I know it's been awhile.. ish. But yeah.. I'm exhausted and It's been a rough couple of weeks... a rough past couple of months... and a rough year.
Take care.
I miss you all.