Things things things....
One thing I am doing right now, that I hate, is living in pitiful regret.
I am regretting a lot of things.
1. Being so afraid of commitment that every relationship I get into, with in the month, I get out of it.
2. Leaving those people I was in a relationship with.
3. Failing out of Taylor.
4. Not returning to Taylor... as ironic as that sounds (to myself, at least)
5. Quitting band
6. Destroying the relationship I have with my mom
7. Losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
8. Having sex
9. Losing all sense of innocence
10. Losing my job
...And I think I'm going to stop there cuz I don't need to dwell on any of this anymore.
Fuck... I'm so miserable. Hmm... How do we change this?
Think happy thoughts?
Distract the brain with a rediculously long survey?
Ok.
Sounds good.
X it if you've done it.
[x] 01. smoked a cigarette.
[x] 02. smoked a cigar.
[ ] 04. crashed a friend's car.
[ ] 05. stolen a car
[ ] 06. been in love.
[ ]. been dumped.
[x] 08. shoplifted.
[x] 09. been fired.
[x] 10. been in a fist fight.
[ ] 11. snuck out of your house.
[ ] 13. been arrested.
[x]14. made out with a stranger.
[x] 15. gone on a blind date.
[x] 16. lied to a friend.
[x] 17. had a crush on a teacher
[x] 18. skipped school.
[ ] 20. seen someone die.
[x] 21. been on a plane.
[x] 23. taken painkillers.
[x] 24. love someone or miss someone right now.
[x] 25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
[x] 26. made a snow angel
[x] 27. played dress up... I made my brother dress up.. real pretty... it explains a lot now
[x] 28. cheated while playing a game.
[x] 29. been lonely.
[x] 30. fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] 31. used a fake id.
[ ] 32. felt an earthquake.
[x] 33. touched a snake.
[x] 34. ran a red light.
[x] 35. been suspended from school.
[x] 36. had detention
[x] 37. been in a car accident.
[x] 38. hated the way you look.
[x] 39. witnessed a crime.
[x] 41. been lost.
[x] 42. been to the opposite side of the country.
[x] 43. felt like dying.
[x] 44. cried yourself to sleep.
[x] 45. played cops & robbers.
[x] 46. sang karaoke.
[x] 47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
[x] 48. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
[x] 49. caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] 50. kissed in the rain.
[x] 51. sang in the shower.
[x] 53. had a dream that you married someone... let me tell you... it was weird
[x] 54. glued your hand to something.
[ ] 55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.
[x] 56. worn the opposite sex's clothes.
[x] 57. been an asshole.
[x] 58. sat on a roof top
[x] 59. didn't take a shower for a week
[x] 60. too scared to watch scary movies alone.
[x] 61. played chicken.
[x] 62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on.
[x] 63. been told you're hot by a complete stranger... I believe the words used were "damn, mami, you are some kind of sexy... damn... you just a foxy little thang aint you?" ...oh yeah... flattering
[ ] 64. broken a bone.
[x] 65. been easily amused
[x] 66. laugh so hard you cry.
[x] 67. mooned/flashed someone.
[x] 68. cheated on a test.
[x] 69. forgotten someone's name.
[x] 70. slept.
[x] 71. gone skinny dipping or streaking
[ ] 72. been kicked out of your house.
[x] 73. passed out from drinking.
[x] 74. played a prank on someone.
[x] 75. gone to a late night movie.
[x] 77. failed a class.
[ ] 78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat
[ ] 79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours.
[ ] 80. cheated on a gf/bf.
[ ] 81. ate a whole package of oreos.
[x] 82. thrown strange objects.
[x] 84. thought about running away.
[x] 85. ran away.
[ ] 86. spent an entire night watching disney movies
[x] 87. had detention and did not attend it.
[x] 88. yelled at parents.
[x] 89. made parent cry.
[x] 90. cried over someone.
[x] 91. owned more than 5 sharpies.
[x] 92. dated more than 1 person at once.
[ ] 93. have a dog.
[x] 94. have a cat.
[x] 95. own an instrument.
[ ] 96. been in a band.
[ ] 97. had more than 25 sodas in one day.
[x] 98. broken a cd.
[x] 99. shot a gun.
[x] 100. Killed some kind of animal.
[ ] 101. been on myspace for more than 5 hours.
[x] 102. Smoked Marijuana.
[x] 104. Built something.
[x] 105. Like summer best.
[x] 106. Like fall best.
[x] 107. Like winter best.
[x] 108. Like spring best.
[x] 109. Done something similar to this.
[x] 110. Walked more than 10 miles in a single day.