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And like I don't even know what to say to her because what do you say to that? And I want to talk to my mom about it but I don't know if she knows and it's eleven o'clock on a Thursday so she's probably asleep anyway and I really need a hug but Ryann's asleep and Rachel is a fifteen-minute walk away which is a lot when you're alone in the dark and everyone else I really love lives in London or Toronto or Kitchener or not-Canada and none of those places are all that available to me at the moment.