So I guess this is goodbye...for now...
I haven't updated in a while, but a lot has happened - hence why I've been too busy to update. I'm actually sitting at Jess's grandma's house in New Jersey at the moment. Packing up my stuff and getting ready to head back to New Orleans tomorrow. The trip has been grand and I'll talk all about that later, but I guess I'm just now really realizing that I'm not gonna have Jess around anymore. It's sunk in before now...just not this deep. I know I'll be okay and I'm already trying to plan my next visit to NYC to see her. But it won't be the same...and I think that might really take a while to get used to. I told Guids to be prepared for tears when he picks me up tomorrow at the airport. Just hitting the ground in New Orleans and knowing I'm so far away from her...not just in miles, but in so many more ways. Our lives' paths are totally diverging. And I know that's part of growing up, but it doesn't make it hurt any less or make me miss her any less. Ok, I should go to bed now. No more dwelling on this tonight. I'll have plenty of time for that over the next few months. Oh my Jess. What am I gonna do without you kid?