4am rambling..
Okay so it's 4am and I have a shit ton of stuff on my mind. I'm feeling a bit confused about somethings and feeling alot more clear and at ease with some other things. Love for some odd reason is on my mind, not that I'm in love or anything but it seems like it's all around me. I try as hard as one person should to find someone and yet it just hasn't worked out. I understand have patience and it will happen, but when your around people who are all with someone and your the only one who isn't you feel left out. You get soooo tired of hearing "your time will come"..."there are plenty of fish in the sea"..."no need to rush in"...etc etc etc. I'm not asking to fall in love right now, I don't need marriage and all that at the moment, but it would be nice to find someone to spend time with, someone who understands and accepts me for me. I don't think I'm asking for too much, but what do I know lol. Okay I suppose that's enough of that for now....No wait, speaking of the whole love thing, I have an awesome new tattoo idea. It's gonna be amazing once I get it all drawn up and find the perfect artist to do it for me.
I think it's def time to start doing some cleaning up in my life. Time for some changes. It's a new year and I deserve better. 2007 was a pretty shitty year and I'm kinda hoping that things look up for me (my friends and my family). I know we could all use a little break right now.
Well I suppose I'm done here for now, my brain is overloaded with thoughts and I'm tired and I really should go to bed before I say anything else.
I think it's def time to start doing some cleaning up in my life. Time for some changes. It's a new year and I deserve better. 2007 was a pretty shitty year and I'm kinda hoping that things look up for me (my friends and my family). I know we could all use a little break right now.
Well I suppose I'm done here for now, my brain is overloaded with thoughts and I'm tired and I really should go to bed before I say anything else.