Apr 25, 2008 00:17
recovering...had p.c on for just 10 minutes today....and the eye's do feel better the less I use the p.c. . Sadly in this age it is nigh on impossible to live without a computer....and computers are great...unfortunately my eye's are not.
Sipping the cheapest wine in the Supermarket as I type these lines.....Accepting things and myself more......the war with myself is over....and the less I fight the clearer my thinking becomes.I fought for so long to clear my thinking....but fighting actualy has the reverse impact... The hardest fight I ever engaged in was with myself...I couldn't depfeat myself..I fought myself because I didn't trust myself.....I was afraid of myself ...so afraid that I had to engage in tench warfare with my feeling......I've nothing to fear from society...Th eonly person I've ever feared is myself..... Acceptance is the key.....Accept myself...my thoughts, feelings, emotions....my body....acceptance removes the need to fight...I know that is the right ethos for me.
ACCEPTANCE