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i feel like i keep repeating myself over and over, and not getting different results at any given time. this must be what going mad feels like. and yet i keep trying! lessons in futility, hello.
if anybody has a problem with me, i would really, really like it if they told me. preferrably, to my face and not pussy out in any way. i'm tired of defending myself for doing absolutely nothing, and if you think i'm wrong, then fucking let me know. i would gladly tell you how i feel at any given moment, and how i think the world looks from my eyes. i like engaging in dialogue, and i like pleasing people. roll your eyes if you want, but it's true at the core.
i have absolutely zero control over anybody, because i am neither a world leader, a dominatrix, nor in any management position at either job i have. if you think i can control people's actions, then i applaud your persistant delusion. go team you. i'm not asking, nor have i ever asked, anybody to choose any side. i have never skewed any reality that has been my own reality. anything i tell anybody is the way my world went down, and how i perceived it.
i can be a horrible person, but not always. sometimes i'm downright pleasant. if you find that offensive, don't be my friend. i will be really, really sad to lose (more) friends, but i will get over it (again). i have learned that i am much more resiliant than previously assumed. go team me.
and yes, just so no one's bullshitting in the dark here, and just so we're all crystal clearly on the same page, this is about duia.
duia,
if you do ever read this, i respectfully disagree with you, on a few points you have made. i would appreciate discussing this with you at some time in the future. as always, your call.
-eryn
and it's even unlocked. go figure.
if anybody has a problem with me, i would really, really like it if they told me. preferrably, to my face and not pussy out in any way. i'm tired of defending myself for doing absolutely nothing, and if you think i'm wrong, then fucking let me know. i would gladly tell you how i feel at any given moment, and how i think the world looks from my eyes. i like engaging in dialogue, and i like pleasing people. roll your eyes if you want, but it's true at the core.
i have absolutely zero control over anybody, because i am neither a world leader, a dominatrix, nor in any management position at either job i have. if you think i can control people's actions, then i applaud your persistant delusion. go team you. i'm not asking, nor have i ever asked, anybody to choose any side. i have never skewed any reality that has been my own reality. anything i tell anybody is the way my world went down, and how i perceived it.
i can be a horrible person, but not always. sometimes i'm downright pleasant. if you find that offensive, don't be my friend. i will be really, really sad to lose (more) friends, but i will get over it (again). i have learned that i am much more resiliant than previously assumed. go team me.
and yes, just so no one's bullshitting in the dark here, and just so we're all crystal clearly on the same page, this is about duia.
duia,
if you do ever read this, i respectfully disagree with you, on a few points you have made. i would appreciate discussing this with you at some time in the future. as always, your call.
-eryn
and it's even unlocked. go figure.