Nov. 16! 16! 16! is MY B- DAY
Yaaayy...it's getting closer. Have I said 'yay' yet?
Okay, shall I let you in on a little secret? I never get really excited about my birthday. Don't ask me why. I haven't had a party/gotten more than one present/gone out for my birthday for three years now and that's...surprisingly nice, actually. No pressure. No squashed hopes, nothing.
BUT THIS YEAR I WANT DANCING GIRLS! PEOPLE COMING OUT OF BIRTHDAY CAKES! CHAOS, CHAOS, CHAOS!
Um...okay. Here's another confession and I'd like people to READ THIS ONE!!!! because I want opinions from the wise and aged. Because I will legally be of age at 17 (in LA), I was thinking of having sex with Chris. But I'm not sure I'm there yet. I still have close to a month, and if it starts to feel like pressure, I'm totally giving up on it. First off: It's nothing HE said, and he is putting NO pressure on me. This was completely my idea, and it's a really stupid one. But, come on, I'm not totally innocent, and wouldn't it be really romantic to lose your virginity on your birthday? Maybe, maybe. Now I'm thinking logistically, and I would want, like, seven different brands of spermacide, a condom, Chris would have to pull out, and I would wear a 'woman condom'. After all that, HE may not want to do it :) Yes, yes, I know two condoms are counterproductive. I took a two year sex education course, and it has served me well.
Okay, shall I let you in on a little secret? I never get really excited about my birthday. Don't ask me why. I haven't had a party/gotten more than one present/gone out for my birthday for three years now and that's...surprisingly nice, actually. No pressure. No squashed hopes, nothing.
BUT THIS YEAR I WANT DANCING GIRLS! PEOPLE COMING OUT OF BIRTHDAY CAKES! CHAOS, CHAOS, CHAOS!
Um...okay. Here's another confession and I'd like people to READ THIS ONE!!!! because I want opinions from the wise and aged. Because I will legally be of age at 17 (in LA), I was thinking of having sex with Chris. But I'm not sure I'm there yet. I still have close to a month, and if it starts to feel like pressure, I'm totally giving up on it. First off: It's nothing HE said, and he is putting NO pressure on me. This was completely my idea, and it's a really stupid one. But, come on, I'm not totally innocent, and wouldn't it be really romantic to lose your virginity on your birthday? Maybe, maybe. Now I'm thinking logistically, and I would want, like, seven different brands of spermacide, a condom, Chris would have to pull out, and I would wear a 'woman condom'. After all that, HE may not want to do it :) Yes, yes, I know two condoms are counterproductive. I took a two year sex education course, and it has served me well.