selling out on film?
well today i was thinking after work im going to go do my other job as the editor. Then i was like man im so glad that i get to edit, and realized that editing sux just as much as the job i have right now. The number one reason why i hate my job at daytona usa, is because i have to be in this room by my self. Its like im in jail. I dont talk to anyone and i just write reports all day. Then i was comparing that to editing. In editing im sitting there in front of a computer putting little clips together for 6 hours. like some new generation game of tetris. I hate staying in this fucking room all day. I wish i had some people in here.
my mom keeps on telling me that i dont have the personality of a person who can sit behind a desk everyday. i always said i could travel if i was in a production company who filmed stuff all over the world. Then i just thought to my self about the guy i work for who does that type of shit. He is out on his own. He is always getting jobs, but his job isnt a stable job, he dosent have anytype of benifits bc he works for him self.
Another thing hit me, after getting a ton of messages via myspace about film and what not, i realized damn, there are a ton of dudes who do what i do... i dont know.
my mom keeps on telling me to stop it with the film and get a degree in business so i can travel. i dont know how that is going to help me travel, but i deffinelty want to travel. i was tottaly down with that ireland deal with jay, but that fell threw, im also kind of bumed i didnt go anywhere this year for my summer....holy crap this is the first summer i have never gone anywhere.. wow. ok im finding out all kinds of things about myself today. i wonder what the hell im going to tell my dad. i know editing is not for me anymore... i just need people, i like to interact with people. and more than a weeks vacation. now im in a shit situation, i dont knwo what i want to do. but at least i know i dont want to edit profesionaly.
my mom keeps on telling me that i dont have the personality of a person who can sit behind a desk everyday. i always said i could travel if i was in a production company who filmed stuff all over the world. Then i just thought to my self about the guy i work for who does that type of shit. He is out on his own. He is always getting jobs, but his job isnt a stable job, he dosent have anytype of benifits bc he works for him self.
Another thing hit me, after getting a ton of messages via myspace about film and what not, i realized damn, there are a ton of dudes who do what i do... i dont know.
my mom keeps on telling me to stop it with the film and get a degree in business so i can travel. i dont know how that is going to help me travel, but i deffinelty want to travel. i was tottaly down with that ireland deal with jay, but that fell threw, im also kind of bumed i didnt go anywhere this year for my summer....holy crap this is the first summer i have never gone anywhere.. wow. ok im finding out all kinds of things about myself today. i wonder what the hell im going to tell my dad. i know editing is not for me anymore... i just need people, i like to interact with people. and more than a weeks vacation. now im in a shit situation, i dont knwo what i want to do. but at least i know i dont want to edit profesionaly.