self-loathing.
i am so bored out of my mind. I'm avoiding someones text messages. I feel like a small speck of existence. I need to know that i'm doing something right. I need to know i'm doing anything right. I feel like i'm making poor decisions. How do i always know when i'm going to hurt someone. oh yeah, and i spent all the money i made this past weekend, im such a screw up.