how i feel
Ive had a stomach ache for about a week now, and now that im skipping classes to sit in bed and hope for it to go away, i decided i should let whoever cares to know whats going on with me.
I got a new car. Thats exciting, probably one of the best things going on inmy life right now. that and i have a new group of friends, which in itself is fantastic, but they're alot of fun. they make me feel social.
I like my job for the most part. Ive been making really good money, and im working saturday during the game to make even more. i need to pay bills :-(
I've been kind of...typical i guess. like half nostalgic, half changing completely, half, oh wait, thats too many halves. but yeah. I think alot about the past lately. in fact, at least everyday. Usually stuff like how i handle relationships and how ive changed since high school and stuff like that. I'm still the same. I may act completely different and look different (although i really dont even look that much different) im still same old me. Its like i cant get away.
I'm upset about my friends from high school failing me. I've given up completely. I do not expect anything from them. Even my best friends from high school completely dropped me. Its ridiculous. Those promises that were made, those "we'll be friends forever" is complete bull shit now and depressing to even think about. One of my friends finally went off to school, but stopped calling me as soon as i left for school three years ago. My other friend, im pretty sure likes college and the friends they have at college more than me. I guess best friends arent what they used to be.
Maybe someone will notice one day. Remember the promise. Remember the friendship like i remember it. Maybe i'll get my friends back someday. I'm not holding my breath.
Here's to closing the door on the past.
I got a new car. Thats exciting, probably one of the best things going on inmy life right now. that and i have a new group of friends, which in itself is fantastic, but they're alot of fun. they make me feel social.
I like my job for the most part. Ive been making really good money, and im working saturday during the game to make even more. i need to pay bills :-(
I've been kind of...typical i guess. like half nostalgic, half changing completely, half, oh wait, thats too many halves. but yeah. I think alot about the past lately. in fact, at least everyday. Usually stuff like how i handle relationships and how ive changed since high school and stuff like that. I'm still the same. I may act completely different and look different (although i really dont even look that much different) im still same old me. Its like i cant get away.
I'm upset about my friends from high school failing me. I've given up completely. I do not expect anything from them. Even my best friends from high school completely dropped me. Its ridiculous. Those promises that were made, those "we'll be friends forever" is complete bull shit now and depressing to even think about. One of my friends finally went off to school, but stopped calling me as soon as i left for school three years ago. My other friend, im pretty sure likes college and the friends they have at college more than me. I guess best friends arent what they used to be.
Maybe someone will notice one day. Remember the promise. Remember the friendship like i remember it. Maybe i'll get my friends back someday. I'm not holding my breath.
Here's to closing the door on the past.