Apr 04, 2006 01:09
"If i wasnt so happy
I wouldnt be so scared of dying"
i keep getting these feelings late at night. A small pain. A sense of doom. Just a spark. the it echos. and then its a real hurt, and its scary. The doom turns to fear. Tears wells up.
I found a way to make it go away. My mom wouldnt be proud.
Im so happy it hurts. so happy...