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So i went to chicago.
Yeah. 'nuff said. it was amazing. tons of fun. went with brad greyson and matt. Those guys are crazy. all i have to say is "fauk yew. fauk yew, yew faukers" and "where dya think yer goin? nowhere, fauking nowhere"
It was a long drive, way too many tolls (a packing toll!?!?) and probably more money spent on food than anything else.
The concert was amazing. i had no idea that many people lived in milwakee. it was sweet. i have a couple t-shirts that prove i was there. although, i guess it doesnt prove much.
i have pics on facebook from chicago. you might want to check them out, theyre pretty hilarious.
This weekend has felt SOOOO long. I mean, after i came back on friday i was convinced id have to go to class the next day. but no. just some partying with bobby and nicole and sean and then some more saturday with grey.
Sunday....sunday wasnt that great. sunday was kind of a bad day for me.
i woke up early with the intention to go to steven's judo competition, i even got bobby to work for me, but i wake up and remember, oh yeah, i dont have a car. its broken. Emilys gone so i couldnt convince her to take me, and walking outside in the cold almost sounded like suicide. I felt awful for not going. i really wanted to go. but i went to work instead, greyson picked me up and took me.
After work i attempted homework...but not really. found out i had an assignment due and worked on that for more than a couple hours in photoshop, which is still confusing as hell to me. But i finished with matts help.
After that me and matt watched SLC Punk. which really....fucked with me alot. it scared me. i got really nervous and i called bobby to kinda see if he could help me calm down...i dont know what to do about this stupid panic thing...its getting bad. Im not gonna lie, i smoked to make it go away. and it did. i felt better, i fell asleep. didnt sleep the greatest, but i fell asleep. and thats always the hardest part.
okay...i really need to get into a better mood so these entries arent always so depressing...
Yeah. 'nuff said. it was amazing. tons of fun. went with brad greyson and matt. Those guys are crazy. all i have to say is "fauk yew. fauk yew, yew faukers" and "where dya think yer goin? nowhere, fauking nowhere"
It was a long drive, way too many tolls (a packing toll!?!?) and probably more money spent on food than anything else.
The concert was amazing. i had no idea that many people lived in milwakee. it was sweet. i have a couple t-shirts that prove i was there. although, i guess it doesnt prove much.
i have pics on facebook from chicago. you might want to check them out, theyre pretty hilarious.
This weekend has felt SOOOO long. I mean, after i came back on friday i was convinced id have to go to class the next day. but no. just some partying with bobby and nicole and sean and then some more saturday with grey.
Sunday....sunday wasnt that great. sunday was kind of a bad day for me.
i woke up early with the intention to go to steven's judo competition, i even got bobby to work for me, but i wake up and remember, oh yeah, i dont have a car. its broken. Emilys gone so i couldnt convince her to take me, and walking outside in the cold almost sounded like suicide. I felt awful for not going. i really wanted to go. but i went to work instead, greyson picked me up and took me.
After work i attempted homework...but not really. found out i had an assignment due and worked on that for more than a couple hours in photoshop, which is still confusing as hell to me. But i finished with matts help.
After that me and matt watched SLC Punk. which really....fucked with me alot. it scared me. i got really nervous and i called bobby to kinda see if he could help me calm down...i dont know what to do about this stupid panic thing...its getting bad. Im not gonna lie, i smoked to make it go away. and it did. i felt better, i fell asleep. didnt sleep the greatest, but i fell asleep. and thats always the hardest part.
okay...i really need to get into a better mood so these entries arent always so depressing...