im FREAKING OUT man...
wanna hear a funny story thats not really funny??
I was getting ready for bed and i was drowning in sinuses so i thought it would be a good idea to take some sudafed, maximum strength, so not only should my sinuses go away, but id be knocked out pretty well.
HOWEVER, i dont fall asleep.
Im up til 1am tossing and turning, talking to myself and moaing because im in pain, not only from being sore and helpless from sinuses but also because nipple rings were a bad idea and i took them out and they havent healed yet. So i'm up after an hour of trying to fall asleep and i whine to bobby on the phone about how i cant fall asleep, he suggests a shower...which is a fabulous idea. i take a shower by candlelight, almost romantic if it was for the sniffling and coughing and wheezing. So i get out of the shower around 2 and i get ready to lay down, convinced my head will melt as soon as i hit the pillow and fall into a immaculate world of dreams.
ha, doesnt happen.
I toss and turn for a couple...4 more hours (for those of you without math skills....that means its 5am). finally get out of bed to get some water since i polished off my water bottle. in getting up i decided maybe i could lull myself to sleep by reading. I had been meaning to finish the book i started anyway....and a couple hours into it, i realize...im not going back to bed.
so its quarter to 7 in the morning and i call my mom freaking out trying to figure out if my sudafed was poisoned. And by calling her, i get my dad on the phone (GAHHH NOOOO NOT HIM ANYONE BUT HIM) and he starts talking about my computer.
Now why, at 7am would i want to call circuit city to ask them about sending my computer away to be fixed??? there is no reason. in fact, thinking about it makes me want to go lie down. BUT I CANT FALL ASLEEP.
So i find out my computer is going to be gone for *around* 10 days....i hate the word "around" when theyre talking about taking my only connection to the real world (without leaving my own world) away from me. But at least its going to get fixed...i think.
In other news, i havent slept (oh wait i said that already! does insomnia induce repetitiveness??) and i have a test tomorrow, although i havent quite found the point where yesterday and today ended/started... and i have a paper and some spanish homework due friday! YAY. if anyone just so happens to be a doctor and has any disablitating drugs to induce a coma which would allow me to miss classes and work, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME. but yeah....until i find such a gracious and understanding doctor....IM STILL AWAKE.
So if you see me, slap me. cuz i'm trying to make it through the day. and i guarrentee im not holding up too well considering i dont have coffee...
I was getting ready for bed and i was drowning in sinuses so i thought it would be a good idea to take some sudafed, maximum strength, so not only should my sinuses go away, but id be knocked out pretty well.
HOWEVER, i dont fall asleep.
Im up til 1am tossing and turning, talking to myself and moaing because im in pain, not only from being sore and helpless from sinuses but also because nipple rings were a bad idea and i took them out and they havent healed yet. So i'm up after an hour of trying to fall asleep and i whine to bobby on the phone about how i cant fall asleep, he suggests a shower...which is a fabulous idea. i take a shower by candlelight, almost romantic if it was for the sniffling and coughing and wheezing. So i get out of the shower around 2 and i get ready to lay down, convinced my head will melt as soon as i hit the pillow and fall into a immaculate world of dreams.
ha, doesnt happen.
I toss and turn for a couple...4 more hours (for those of you without math skills....that means its 5am). finally get out of bed to get some water since i polished off my water bottle. in getting up i decided maybe i could lull myself to sleep by reading. I had been meaning to finish the book i started anyway....and a couple hours into it, i realize...im not going back to bed.
so its quarter to 7 in the morning and i call my mom freaking out trying to figure out if my sudafed was poisoned. And by calling her, i get my dad on the phone (GAHHH NOOOO NOT HIM ANYONE BUT HIM) and he starts talking about my computer.
Now why, at 7am would i want to call circuit city to ask them about sending my computer away to be fixed??? there is no reason. in fact, thinking about it makes me want to go lie down. BUT I CANT FALL ASLEEP.
So i find out my computer is going to be gone for *around* 10 days....i hate the word "around" when theyre talking about taking my only connection to the real world (without leaving my own world) away from me. But at least its going to get fixed...i think.
In other news, i havent slept (oh wait i said that already! does insomnia induce repetitiveness??) and i have a test tomorrow, although i havent quite found the point where yesterday and today ended/started... and i have a paper and some spanish homework due friday! YAY. if anyone just so happens to be a doctor and has any disablitating drugs to induce a coma which would allow me to miss classes and work, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME. but yeah....until i find such a gracious and understanding doctor....IM STILL AWAKE.
So if you see me, slap me. cuz i'm trying to make it through the day. and i guarrentee im not holding up too well considering i dont have coffee...