I cant make the colors match today
Aside from not wanting to really go home this weekend (especially since my family wasnt even going to be there) it turned out to be a very beneficial trip home. I was able to talk to mat. which means we didnt fight, which is something new for us. I really liked it. I know he still doesnt quite feel comfortable around me and that sucks. I hate not having things like they used to, but i guess for that more drastic measures would have to take place. On top of that, I also made a ton of money this weekend (and by that i mean im going to be able to TRIPLE my bank account once i deposit it all--which is sweet)
but yeah, anyway. Um...after my mom made me dinner (chicken alfredo, YUM) i headed back up to school, which was really hard because my lil bro kept giving me hugs and being like "why do you have to leave? i barely got to see you"--complete with sad puppy dog faces and my mom telling me to wait til morning to leave....it was tough. Now i almost wish i wouldve stayed...ah well, thanksgiving will come soon enough.
Then i got here, got into a bath...which was phenomenal, then sat around, listened to music and finished my spanish paper. Im trying to decide if i want to go to bed or stay up and watch a movie, cuz im not entirely tired....who knows. we'll see. Im thinking....yeah i should probably just pass out. i mean i did work more than i slept this weekend, so maybe it would be a good idea...silly ideas. geeze.
p.s. should i buy the sex toy consultant kit or no? what do you think? i kinda want to...but then theres xmas that i should be spending my money on....but then again it could be a way to MAKE money for xmas...idk. i need some opinions.
but yeah, anyway. Um...after my mom made me dinner (chicken alfredo, YUM) i headed back up to school, which was really hard because my lil bro kept giving me hugs and being like "why do you have to leave? i barely got to see you"--complete with sad puppy dog faces and my mom telling me to wait til morning to leave....it was tough. Now i almost wish i wouldve stayed...ah well, thanksgiving will come soon enough.
Then i got here, got into a bath...which was phenomenal, then sat around, listened to music and finished my spanish paper. Im trying to decide if i want to go to bed or stay up and watch a movie, cuz im not entirely tired....who knows. we'll see. Im thinking....yeah i should probably just pass out. i mean i did work more than i slept this weekend, so maybe it would be a good idea...silly ideas. geeze.
p.s. should i buy the sex toy consultant kit or no? what do you think? i kinda want to...but then theres xmas that i should be spending my money on....but then again it could be a way to MAKE money for xmas...idk. i need some opinions.