Its been awhile...
So I haven't used this thing in quite sometime and today I had the urge to post something because its good news.
Today is the first day that I feel good about. For several days now (maybe even a week)I've not exactly been happy or really sad. Each day seemed bland and pretty much boring. Today - eventhough I've been at school all day (9am-9pm) I've been quite content with its outcome. Its just about 6pm and I've accomplished a lot of work. I have one class at 9am and then one at 6:30 and it goes until 9ish. I stayed after class and worked and worked and worked. I got a TON of drafts done on the computer (for those of you that don't know its AutoCAD). Anyways, I feel good with all that work I was able to do and what made today even better was 1. I'm wearing my new clothes that I got over the weekend along with my new backpack which makes me just feel OH soo good and 2. I've been able to walk and not have it hurt at all after I sit for an amazing amount of time. I love it. I'm glad I'm not stuck at home doing nothing because then I'd be in a bad mood. - I hate sitting still because then I start to think about the couple things that are big/important in my life and then I start to get depressed and into that "I don't feel like talking" mood that turns people away. I started to think about things today for a little bit but then got my mind off of it by going back to work.
I can't wait for my foot to get better so I can aleast drive and then I'll be even MORE busy and happy. It's going to be great!
I don't know why but I've thought about taking a break from everyone and possibly turning off my phone and possibly not go on AIM for atleast a couple days and just focus on school or positive things. Maybe it'll feel like a mini vacation. It's nice at times to get away from everything and just have some alone time. Anyways, this entry as become longer than I thought it would be. If any of you read this please don't be offended if its not grammatically correct or "rambling-ish" because I haven't reread it and seen if it needs revising. Oh well, I hope somebody 'ill read this because its been awhile since I've posted and it'd be nice to get a reply. Okay, well I have to start going because class starts soon. Hope everyone is well and is having a great day!
Peace out!
Today is the first day that I feel good about. For several days now (maybe even a week)I've not exactly been happy or really sad. Each day seemed bland and pretty much boring. Today - eventhough I've been at school all day (9am-9pm) I've been quite content with its outcome. Its just about 6pm and I've accomplished a lot of work. I have one class at 9am and then one at 6:30 and it goes until 9ish. I stayed after class and worked and worked and worked. I got a TON of drafts done on the computer (for those of you that don't know its AutoCAD). Anyways, I feel good with all that work I was able to do and what made today even better was 1. I'm wearing my new clothes that I got over the weekend along with my new backpack which makes me just feel OH soo good and 2. I've been able to walk and not have it hurt at all after I sit for an amazing amount of time. I love it. I'm glad I'm not stuck at home doing nothing because then I'd be in a bad mood. - I hate sitting still because then I start to think about the couple things that are big/important in my life and then I start to get depressed and into that "I don't feel like talking" mood that turns people away. I started to think about things today for a little bit but then got my mind off of it by going back to work.
I can't wait for my foot to get better so I can aleast drive and then I'll be even MORE busy and happy. It's going to be great!
I don't know why but I've thought about taking a break from everyone and possibly turning off my phone and possibly not go on AIM for atleast a couple days and just focus on school or positive things. Maybe it'll feel like a mini vacation. It's nice at times to get away from everything and just have some alone time. Anyways, this entry as become longer than I thought it would be. If any of you read this please don't be offended if its not grammatically correct or "rambling-ish" because I haven't reread it and seen if it needs revising. Oh well, I hope somebody 'ill read this because its been awhile since I've posted and it'd be nice to get a reply. Okay, well I have to start going because class starts soon. Hope everyone is well and is having a great day!
Peace out!