Yeahhhh havent used this thing in a while
Hey guys,
Havent used this thing in a long time but i figured id write some things down in here and stuff. So yeah. Here goes. Well getting in fights with someone you care about is never good. But they happen. And they suck, and people say things theyre thinking without regard for the other person, but it happens. But theres something i cant deal with and i dont want to have to deal with it. Obviously friends have an influence over you and you take what they say into consideration, or downright believe it straight out. Everone does it. Even me, but im one of the people that just considers it, because there is 2 sides to every story. Like example, if a friend tells me that their boyfriends being a jackass cuz they hurt them, ill obviously think that they suck cuz i mean they hurt my best friend, but then i think, well my friend has probably hurt their boyfriend....right? And i hate single minded people that forget about the other person. Theyre so one minded, it doesnt matter the personality of the other person, or what kind of person they are, they suck cuz thats what you were just told. And then you agree with it, you tell your friend, yeah they suck dont deal with them. That creates awkward situations. Cuz i mean look at this. How many of us have looked at a girl and was like, hey how come she only hangs out with her boyfriend alone, maybe because her boyfriends friends now think shes a shitty person cuz of what her boyfriend told them and she feels awkward.
Ok this whole trying to use examples and shit is confusing me. Im just gunna say it. How dare you say that im shitty and i shouldent be trusted. Fuck you. Talk to me first, cuz you dont know the whole fucking story. How about that. And obviously you dont know me, i thought you did, and obviously you didnt. So thank you very fucking much, now im going to be constantly thinking that my boyfriend is reminded that im a shitty person and hes the angel in the relationship. What do you think ive never been hurt through this, what, did that never cross your mind? Well guess what i have been hurt in this relationship. So know what. Obviously i dont know who i can trust. So thank you. You know who you are, for ruining what we were trying to fix.
-Cait