oo9. -Voice Post-
...How many days? Three? Four? Gone. It's like there's a huge fuzzy thing in my head blocking out the memories....I guess it must have been too much joy on one day, right? Heh...I was so glad to see you so happy, Juudai. And you, too, Johan! Thank you for such a great idea. It all worked out! Heh, something so simple~!
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...But this. I...I definitely couldn't have succumbed again, right? That's too depressing!
....................hn.......[rustling]............
Though it might be one of those simple things? You know, there are certain things in life that just kind of...are. And they are amazingly profound but no one ever pays them any mind. Philosophers tend to find them, though, and that is what makes them so great and wise.
Though they also can lose sight of love....and being human. And...they try not to believe anything and end up steeling themselves to the world. Or they get so caught up in a cause...they...they can see nothing else.
Juudai...
What am I suppose to do ? ...Why is it that even now all of this has to happen. I know that I know better... but suddenly it has become so...wrong. He doesn't want any help, but I think that all he needs is someone to reach out to him. Perhaps we have, but they also teased him. And of course it made it worse because his playfulness is...dead.
I still don't know all that has happened to him. Obviously it was worse...hell, I don't even know all that happened to my Juudai. I should have asked sooner, and demanded to know. Even if there is nothing I can do, wouldn't it have helped to talk? He would have talked if I asked. Both of them would have. About their own separate lives and circumstances.
I'm sorry. I truly am. And to my alter. And to you both.
.....I.......[some more rustling before it times out]
(OOC: Couldn't resist this one enough to stay away. I just love character torture too much. First thing he does after waking up is looking for something to quench his thirst. As he starts out the effects of the potion are starting to set in before they become an overwhelming empathy. He screens it because he knows it might cause problems later on.)
............
...But this. I...I definitely couldn't have succumbed again, right? That's too depressing!
....................hn.......[rustling]............
Though it might be one of those simple things? You know, there are certain things in life that just kind of...are. And they are amazingly profound but no one ever pays them any mind. Philosophers tend to find them, though, and that is what makes them so great and wise.
Though they also can lose sight of love....and being human. And...they try not to believe anything and end up steeling themselves to the world. Or they get so caught up in a cause...they...they can see nothing else.
Juudai...
What am I suppose to do ? ...Why is it that even now all of this has to happen. I know that I know better... but suddenly it has become so...wrong. He doesn't want any help, but I think that all he needs is someone to reach out to him. Perhaps we have, but they also teased him. And of course it made it worse because his playfulness is...dead.
I still don't know all that has happened to him. Obviously it was worse...hell, I don't even know all that happened to my Juudai. I should have asked sooner, and demanded to know. Even if there is nothing I can do, wouldn't it have helped to talk? He would have talked if I asked. Both of them would have. About their own separate lives and circumstances.
I'm sorry. I truly am. And to my alter. And to you both.
.....I.......[some more rustling before it times out]
(OOC: Couldn't resist this one enough to stay away. I just love character torture too much. First thing he does after waking up is looking for something to quench his thirst. As he starts out the effects of the potion are starting to set in before they become an overwhelming empathy. He screens it because he knows it might cause problems later on.)