Jan 15, 2006 22:52
once again,i'm glad you remember that i'm alive. after not talking to you in maybe about 20 days it feels so nice to know that you remembered i'm alive...or care.
i wanna call you,and make plans,but you know i can't,because the more i do,the less you'll pay attention.the more you don't hear from me,the more i hope you wonder how i've been.
you and you being the most interesting,polite,perfect person.
i haven't wore black nail polish in a long time.but i think im gonna.
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different person. different subject
its weird how you can think one thing one moment and then have your opinion changed so quickly just because you eased up.You and your uptight,unpatient self,i'd say to myself"i'm tired of seeing you every fucken weekend,why dont i just stop and make new friends". but then you smile,or put your hand on my shoulder,make some cute little joke and youre back in my head again.I know i don't mean a thing to you,but its not a totally bad thing that i think about you more then i should.I know i'm way too little,but i don't annoy you.I sit around and wait for your good moods.and i just hope i'm around when they happen.I know youre a little slut,and you need to be watched sometimes because of it,i know i'm the most jealous person ever,but i know you will forget about them in the morning.or regret it. i stick around.
i wish there were less insecure girls who take advantage of situations when cute boys are drunk and wanna make out with them so they can have their time with them while they can until they sober up.
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