Family History
I received an anonymous comment from someone who informed me that I should look into seeing a therapist. They told me to look back through my journals and see how my moods vary from extreme happy to extreme depressed. S/he suggested that I could possibly have Bipolar disorder. What one has to realize is that generally I am quite happy and content just living my daily life. It would be extremely uninteresting to update my journal on my daily mood. So, whenever I do update my journal, something or someone really impacted my emotions where I want to preserve that feeling, whether it is ecstatic or morbidly depressed.
But, on some level, the anonymous commenter is correct. The women in my family do have a stong history of Bipolar and Borderline disorder. I do show some symptoms of it because of how I was raised.
But, on some level, the anonymous commenter is correct. The women in my family do have a stong history of Bipolar and Borderline disorder. I do show some symptoms of it because of how I was raised.