In a funk
I'm in a funk and I'm not sure why. Perhaps its the monotiny that I have gotten stuck in. Ya know, I do to work, go to Rob's, watch tv, and sit alot. Yup lots of sitting, I need to spice things up more tho. I need to develop a great social group and do things. Its hard here cause everyone works and goes to school and whatnot, but that doesn't mean we can't set aside a week night to get together and play games, or something. I'm going to step up and take control! I will not let myself slip into a deep depression again. First I am really going to work hard on getting back in shape. Audrey and I are determined! I'm going to get out more! Like coffee dates with Laura, doing things with Kaleigh. I'm going to take advantage of those here for xmas break so I have a social outlet, its really important to me! I have the means to make myself happy! Even if my outlet is lots of phone calls to those I love! WHy can't I make life happen rather than letting it happen to me? This is my goal, to be happy, and full of life! I needn't get pulled down just cause everyone (cept me, audrey, and Katie) is dating, getting engaged, married and having babies. I will rejoice with them! Cause after all, I really am happy for them, I just wish something was happening with me as well :)