Stop Grinning You Stupid Fool
I had a dream the other night. I jumped off the ground and just started swimming in the air or something and I started flying. I love flying dreams - they are the best. I kept on flying through this enormous city by the sea. I flew by skyscrapers and taxi cabs and all of these things. I landed in the middle of the ocean. I tried jumping up again to fly but I could not get a footing, and the land was far far away. I sank into the water.
I have so many things to say about this year. I have so many things to admit and conquer so that they do not drown me next year. To all of my friends - to anyone who has talked to me and cared - and to all of my enemies - I wish you all a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. I love you all. I am sorry if I have hurt you at all this year. I am happy if I made you laugh or did something to make you smile. I will try to be “better” if I can - Nathaniel