Sep 14, 2006 20:58
I'm going to The Hamptons this weekend with some of my friends from Texas; I need to get out of here for a while. I'll be gone until Monday, and I may bring back presents for some people. Even though no one has been very kind to me lately.
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I feel like no one really understands me. I mean, Itachi was the one who slept with some other woman he didn't even know; why am I such a horrible person for breaking up with him? Everyone here is just like "Well, it's just sex, no big deal". They just don't understand that to me it is a really big deal. I've committed the huge sin of having sex before marriage, and because of that I atone daily for it. When I gave up my virginity to my long-time boyfriend in high school, we were really in love and I had very deep feelings for him. I have..(had? I don't know) those same feelings for Itachi. So to me, yes, sex is a big deal. I just wish that someone could understand that; especially without putting me down for my religious beliefs. I'm not a bible pusher, so I don't see why everyone is always so rude about it..
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