People loving dwarf?

May 28, 2004 22:40





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I'm not so sure about the dwarf part. I don't think I agree with this.



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I'm not so sure about this one either. Right about now I want to go outside and scream into the ragin thunderstorm "fuck love and the horse it rode in on".
If I had powers to affect others minds, all men would be having migraines right about now.

And, if I were to be a serial killer (god forbid)


Ted Bundy

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Ted Bundy. Interesting. Don't know what to say here, except I would have a hard time killing a mouse much less a human.
I'm sitting here missing people, lonely off my ass, wanting to be cuddled up in bed with someone but instead sitting here, typing to this sterile medium, thinking of hot sweaty guys biting my neck. Lord help me.
I can't believe I always choose the guys who make themselves absent from my life in one way or another,... either through ignoring me except when it's convenient for them, living far away, spending time with 'friends' to the exclusion of together time, etc. Ridiculous. I can't say I blame them, because I usually have some idea what I'm getting into, knowing there's a chance for pain, but liking the person so much I feel that things will end up differently than they always do. Somehow. Always.
My brother drank last night, he told me it was only three beers. I made him lay down and go to sleep, assuming he would be ok, was headed up the stairs when I heard a weird gurgling noise. I run back downstairs to find him vomiting and choking on it all at once. I tried to wake him up and he wouldn't, so I turned him over and he vomited more. I was up with him most of the night, and found an empty twelve-pack of killian longnecks in his room.
I wish he knew how much it fucking scares me. Especially when I find him talking to others online about "Man, I'm so fucking drunk" and people message him to "drink more" then later "stop drinking, I'm worried" and "you ok?"
It's too much like Brandon. I feel like deja vous except it's my own brother. My beloved baby brother.
Funny the way life turns, isn't it.
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